Tell us more about your „public restroom“ phase. What exactly did you do? Well, after a long and steady relationship that was heading nowhere in particular I broke up with my boyfriend and slowly started to rediscover the possibilities of being single at 18 or 19 years of age. You could say that I went through a phase of unprecedented hornyness then. What I didn’t want to do at all was date. I wanted to suck dick instead of going out.

I wanted sex without the complications of a relationship. I noticed recurring fantasies of oral sex with people I’d just met and pictured myself having to swallow semen from perfect strangers. Well, those fantasies quickly turned into reality. I briefly considered the possibility of asking for money, but as soon as I pictured myself as a „call girl“ the need and the arousal vanished. My first target location was university, or university restrooms to be precise. So I snuck into men’s rooms and wrote little notes which I slid underneath the stall partitions for the guys next door to read. The notes said that I was a girl who’d like to suck cock, no strings attached. I wasn’t exactly choosy and I must have sucked at least a hundred different cocks, maybe more. I definitely lost count.

The first three guys or so wore rubbers, then I just asked them not to use them, if they didn’t mind. Hardly anyone complained. I just found it too boring to suck on a condom. I started to make myself swallow and that finally gave me the ultimate kick I was looking for. I did have intercourse now and then, but always „safe“. By intercourse I mean anal sex. Don’t ask me why, but I somehow needed it to be „harder“ or more „difficult“ to get the most out of it. Vaginal sex alone just didn’t do it for me.

I usually went back home afterwards wondering why on earth that self-imposed degradation (swallowing, anal instead of regular intercourse) made me feel so damn good. The thing is, I never got abused, I had a fantastic childhood, protected and loving, and even my sexual partners up to that point were gentle and caring. Don’t get me wrong I love how my own sexuality changed and evolved over the years and to this day I have very fond memories of that part of my adolescence.

I’m just glad I didn’t catch anything from all that swallowing and that no one ever took advantage of me. It was all consensual. Nobody ever forced me to do anything I didn’t want to do. There may have been a couple of gay guys who got seriously pissed at me for stealing the show and decimating the number of available hetero cocks at uni. Sorry guys, didn’t do it on purpose